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title: i dont think you're ever a hundred percent in the room
date: Monday, August 31, 2009
time:5:15 PM

SKI TRIP PEOPLE, I MISS YOU. COME BACK D=

Today had to be one of the worst school days of my life !
Firstly, i got on the train.. nobody there (except for karen but i mean like my grade people).
THen i get to school. I look at our table and there's nobody there. There is a total of one bag, wtf. HOw depressing so i put my bag down with the year ten's and sort of just hung around with karen and her friends . I was SUCH A LONER FARR.
Then there was recess and i don't even remember what i did. Nazmus came (= He must've been late. OH no wait i remember, i bluetoothed videos of Danica + I singing from naz's phone onto mine and yeaah. I CANT HEAR MYSELF IN THEM :|
ooh me and danica are doing talent quest. we need song suggestions. cos we sort of are really bad decision makers.... ask Troy about it ROFLL.
In english, we watched a debate. The last speaker from the other school couldn't remember his rebuttals so when he forgot his words for about the 8293748th time he turned around and was like. " I CANT DO THIS MOHAMMED".... poor kid. But it was really funny. He was really loud too, and i was sitting up the front and leaned back as far as i could because i thought he was going to spit on me ):
Lunch, we just hung around and i played some guitar (: Cos Kyleen + Thai brought their guitars to practise for talent quest or something.
Then after school i went to pay for jap excursion. THe lady was like "sorry i can't take any more payments now" SO i was like FINEE. Then i was walking alone to the station because the stampede had already gone, and our early train (which was late) came. I couldn't catch it cos it was far away but i was like DANGIT now all the ctown people will catch that train and by the time i get to Glenfield Station the train will be gone and nobody will be left on the platform. And i was right. I was thinking "stupid nazmus, ditch me". SO i was about to walk onto the lonely platform when karen shouts JENNY. So i hang with her and her year ten friends yet again until the train comes and a while after that I see Nazmus because for some reason he was late aswell and didn't catch the train yayy.
So end of story.

Oh and last night, i was just texting/calling ski trip people. I was texting Nibraas, Kinmun & Tori all at the same time and after a while they started texting the same thing.

Eg.
From A Toriisfreakinggay:
Ski camp is so fun

From Nibraas Wibraas:
Haha ski camp is so fun

From Kinmun PUZZIE:
LMAO, nibraas believed you hahah bro ski camp is so fun :$

THEN THERE WAS THIS

From A Toriisfreakinggay:
I like blue

From Nibraas Wibraas:
I like blue

Then i replied with some question which i forget and i got this

From A Toriisfreakinggay:
No

From Nibraas Wibraas:
Yes

From Kinmun PUZZIE:
maybe

LIKE OMG WTF AHAHHA. FULL CREDIT WASTERS.
they were all sitting next to each other but i was texting all three of them 0____0

- J.

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title: country fair !
date: Sunday, August 30, 2009
time:3:41 PM

Yesterday was country fair. Was preeetty fun (: First i woke up and got readyy, then Dad came home to drop me off @ Glenfield. Went to find peoplee, and then finally Danica arrived and so i found somebody to be nervous with LOL.
Then it was our performance. went for shorter than we planned because i think we all rushed it... shall upload some videos when somebody gives them to me. hint hint. What a crappy performance we did.. and i'm not being modest. My bloody microphone was screwed so i couldn't hear myself and apparently nobody in the audience could either, but then halfway through they turned it up. Stupid techical people hahaa. A big thankyou to all the people that came and filled the hall supporting us, and cheered loudly. I LOVE YOU GUYS.
After i had to go do our choir performance. yuck. i hateee choir ): But let's not talk about choir haha.
So aaaaaafter thaat, went and found some people and we went on rides YAYYY. i (L) rides. Went on the .. whats it called ? the twister or something twicee and the bumper cars twice. the second time on the bumper cars SUCKED balls because i got stuck twice so the guy had to help me. how embarrassment. Stole avi's snowcone hehe + Gao's krispy kreme (L). ZOMG MAN GAYTIMES WERE A DOLLLARRRRRRRRRRR !!!11!!!!one!!!!!1! i officially am in love with them. mmmmmmm just thinking about them makes me drool. (not actually) but you know what i mean =)
Okay lots of things happen but i seem to have quite a bad memoryy :|
So yeah let's leave it at that.

CONGRATS TO KOSHI FOR WINNING THE ART THING.
well i think she won the art thing....
:D

Last night i dreamt about shopping. mmm shoppingg. Then mum woke me up.
JENNY WANNA COME SQUARE ?
WOOOOOOOO shopping yayayayyayaya.
Bought three new tops (:

Got home. pigged out.
Needa do skience + maths + collect weeds for assignment due next week which we got given first day, week one, term one ROFLLL.
whoops ?
So yesss
tttyl dearieees
(L)

and i just realised i didn't take any photos. so not really anything to show you. i know, it sucks like a bitch. that reminds me, i gotta print out photos soon so that i can fill up my walll (:
actually there's a photo of me performing on pradeepti's facebook. hmmm gonna steal that just for yous :D

pradeepti's camera SUCKS LOL

- J.

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title: you say your sorrys and thankyous
date: Friday, August 28, 2009
time:4:48 PM

life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to life life to the fullest. laugh as much as you can, spend all your money, tell someone what they mean to you, tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someones hand, comfort a friend, pig out, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love. And most of all live in moment cause when you look back someday knowing you have no regrets it's going to be what makes you smile.

♥

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title: you wait your turn in the queue
date:
time:4:41 PM

today wasn't very.... what's the word ? errrr... it's not exciting.. EVENTFUL. thats the word. farrr sat here for thirty seconds just to think of that word. Just like the time i couldn't think of the word "offended" at Koshi's party haha.
Mufti dayy (:

tomorrow, meet me in the hall @ 11.55 ;)

oh wait i just remembered something funny that happened today. not really just then..this is an edit. but today after school daniel (from year 12) went across the the asian bakery and bought one of those cake rolls. you know those rolls with cream in them ? It was seriously bigger than his face. And he just stood there @ the station eating it, as if he ate it everyday and it was perfectly normal. He held it with both hands and ate it like a burger. My gosh it was a funny sight. Then we all passed it around to eat hahahahahah. What a waste of $4.80.

nts : andy owes me $20

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title: neopolitan dreams stretching out to the sea
date: Thursday, August 27, 2009
time:4:30 PM

Well today was... pretty awesome (:

Period 1 & 2 - Choir singing
Period 3 & 4 - PE PRAC
Period 5 - Troy & Danica practise

then we asked ms for period 6 off to sing and she let us. WOOO. So she wrote us notes for our maths teachers and then Tori got angry at me for dogging her ahahahha.

So i didn't bring any books today, but brought PE stuff which i shouldn't have... should've just worn sports uniform . whateverrrrrrrr

i'm so nervous for saturday. I thought i'd gotten over this whole stage fright thing but it seems like i haven't... when i get nervous my voice goes all rough and croaky and friggin starts cracking. It's soooooo annoying and embarrassing ! And after singing our punkrocker song, which is really high + loud, i start losing my voice. But that's okay cos i've never actually lost my voice.. it just goes all croaky but after about half an hour it goes away . What a weird voicebox i have... ( is that even what controls if i lose my voice or not ROFL ).
The only time i can remember losing my voice as in actually couldn't talk was @ the veronicas concert. That lasted for about two minutes.

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title: milk and honey
date: Wednesday, August 26, 2009
time:10:31 PM

My mum recently bought us some new body wash. I just showered and used this new body wash. OMG MAN ITS SOOOOOOO GOOOOD. it smells soooooooo yummy like zommmmmmmg. It's Milk and Honey flavoured... (is it scented or flavoured LOL). And i was just standing there with it in my hands smelling it trying to refrain (is that the right word?) from eating it. literally. it was so good, i think i used like half the bottle 0_0. SMELLS SO DELICIOUS i just had to blog about it. It doesn't actually smell like milk and honey...... more like caramel milk.. :) but still .
(L)(L)(L)

also reminded me of the brand Milk and Honey... which made me think of clothes... which made me think of shopping.... which made me sad cos i haven't gone shopping in 92873438247 years.
D:

but yes, i felt like blogging about it.
feel like caramel milkshake...

- J.

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title: here lies the highest of highs
date:
time:5:16 PM

i'm so sick of volleyballl mann.
it sucks like a bitch.
stayed in school today, cos we versed the other hahs team.

i'm supposed to be saving up my money by not buying chocolates. But i can't help it, i really can't. I love chocolate too much. I love junk food. After school I was supposed to go buy grainwaves because they're HEALTHY chips :) So off Me and Jess went to Woollies, but we realised we couldn't afford them. Even with our money put together. (well she only had thirty cents). So we ended up getting sour cream & onion chips. Oh so healthy. LOL.
I told Jodie that i was going to start studying for the yearlies in WK 9. She laughed at me, that betch. I asked her why, and she goes "you say that every single time, but you never end up studying". Guess she knows me too well..... Then I was like, Fine i'll start studying in WK 8. Grady laughed at me 0: He says he's been writing study notes since the beginning of the term & that he doubts i will get much studying done in the holidays. SO i was like FINEEEE I'LL STTART STUDYING TONIGHT. Then nobody laughed :]

IMJEALOUSOFCARISSA, IWANTTOWORK@GLORIAJEANS.

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title: deepest of the dark nights
date: Tuesday, August 25, 2009
time:4:28 PM

i'm excited for country fair.
Danica, Troy & I started practicing our songs today in music, outside the music rooms. Danica and I sing one of our songs REALLLY loudlly and at first, the maths rooms had their windows open, but the second time i looked some of them were closed HAHAAA. we don't sound thaaat bad do we D:
Then some seniors started standing in the quad listening to us and me and danica were like... errrrrrr...

Anyhoo, i really do NOT like my new bus driver. She's an old lady with dyed hair who wears funny make-up and dangly earrings. She's so annoying, everyone just wants to punch her in the face. If you don't have your bus pass out she'll make you pay the fare even if she knows you catch the bus with your bus pass every other day. She just doesn't caare.

I'm so tired these days, i think i dont get enough sleep :/
I don't know why that is.... most likely cos i stay up on facebook though hahhaa.
IT GOT EXTENDED FOR ANOTHER MONTH WOOOOO.
so happy now :D
But it really is distracting me from doing work, studying, etc.
I'm not being modest. I know i failed skience skills test.
I don't know anythinggggg.
Couldn't even answer the first question.

On the other hand i did really well in my english speech so i'm happy with that :)

Gonnna go play piano like a good little girl

- J.

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title: LOVERS
date: Monday, August 24, 2009
time:4:29 PM

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title: RICERICERICE
date: Sunday, August 23, 2009
time:5:56 PM

weekend was the best.
didn't really end up going to Jodie's cos i cancelled.
gonna go another weekendd.

but yeah on Saturday i went to chinese school, because my mummy forced me to D:
well that seemed like forever, then i went home.
And i planned on cleaning my uber messy room before Emily came over so she wouldn't have to see my messy embarrassing room.
(btw i've always spelt embarrassing wrong in my life. as in it's embaRrassing not embarassing) how embarrassment.

But yeah i couldn't because i got texts from Vanessa saying she wasn't going anymore ):
I asked why, and she said because Lawrence couldn't get tickets for her and Genevieve. SO i full panicked and had to find out if he got a ticket for E because otherwise she wouldn't be able to go. So i called him, but he didn't pick up. then five minutes later he called back and I asked him and he said he couldn't so then i had no idea what to do because by then emily would've been on her way over to my house and yeah. So for the next forty minutes roughly, i was just frantically organising things in order for E to have a ticket. That's how much i love you. And i had to find out whether Aldrich was going or not because he told me he wasn't going anymore, but he had told Lawrence he was. So i tried calling him, literally about 23 times SERIOUSLY. AND HE WOULDN'T PICK UP :@ so then i went around asking on msn for his number. I asked Genevieve and she said. I have his brother's number, do you want that? And i said i might as well, so i called the number she gave me. It went to voicemail, and someone with a funny voice was talking. So i tried the number again to see if anybody would pick up this time. And it went to voicemail again. Then i asked Genevieve what Aldrich's brother was. She said Darryl. So i was like wait a second..... the voicemail says YOu Have Reached *iinsert some funny name here*'s Mobile. So i was like... are you sureee you gave me the right number? So then she double checked. It was right. SO i called againnn to see what name it was. And it says "YOu Have Reached Angryleeto's Mobile." omggosh man i was like ,...... that's not Darryl. So i told her to call the number cos she must've thought i was a noob and full crazy or something. And at first she wouldn't because she was like what if he picks up. But i convinced her to with my awesome skills. and she did. and aahahahhaah it was so funny. Then E finally arrived and i told her my story, and she wanted to here the voicemail too. So she called the number and we got voicemail and we laughed over again. Then on the way home from RICE which i shall get to later, i was telling my friends the story, and they wanted to here it 0_0 so i called it. AND SOMEBODY PICKED UP, lucky i put my number on private before though. Then they all laughed at me ): but yeah, that guy must've had 982349872 missed calls from us random girls that night. LOL.

SO yeah Emily came over and we webcammed people, then got ready for RICE. Took some photos which i shall upload later. Then off to the station we go, picking Casey up from tutoring on the way. Got on the train and got there. Went to get my free Gloria Jeans with my card. Regular Cookies and Cream please. (L).

Afterwards, we walked to Sydney Entertainment Center and we were standing around Maccas. Called Lawrence about ten times every two minutes LOL cos we wanted E's ticket.So he finally camee, and he gave us some flags woo (: Then we were looking around and E goes omgg man look it's Tri Cao LOL. and i was like... err i don't think that's him Emily. and she's like no but seriously doesn't it look like him ?! it has to be him! So then she shouts out across the place TRIIIII ! TRIII CAOOOO ! omg man bahahhahaahahhahahah it was HILARIOUS. and she kept shouting it out and nobody turned around and i was like FARR SHUT UP EMILY YOU SO EMBARASSSINGGG. Then we decided to move to Gate D because that's what our ticket said. Except for Emily's which said Gate F ROFL. we decided that if it was actual seating emily can go sit by herself in her ticketed seat . LOL JOKES WE'RE NOT SLACK. ANyways so yess we moved to another spot, and saw Lizzie so we went to say hi. And She was with Tri Cao and i laughed inside and didn't actuallly crack up until we walked away because i thought it was very very funnny. What if he was like there when she was shouting out his name ROFL. Now it's weird because he's like a part of my blog but i don't even talk to him :$:$:$ LOL. But yeah after about an hours wait 0_0 we got inside. There were all these posters inside with I Am Not and then something afterwards. I thought it was cool.

Then we were finally allowed in, and we got pretty cool seats. Sarah called me and was like WHERE AREYOU SITTING. and after about 5 minutes we found each other haha. IT was really goood, and the talk was awesomeee (: I was so tired afterwards though.
Went to maccas afterwards, and i got Large Fries + Mini Frozen Raspberry Fanta. mmmmm. The place was filled and people were in my personal bubble D:

Finally caught the train home, showered, and went to sleep ( went on facebook in bed ) LOL. Went to bed at about 2. ANd woke up several times in the morning but fell back to sleep. When i actually actually woke up, me and emily checked the time. 1.03 pm. CRAP didn't know we had slept for that long. Spent another hour just lying in bed, then finally got up to eat brunch. Tried to study for skience skills test tomorrow, but it got boring after reading two paragraphs. So we watched a couple of episodes of Veronica Mars Season 3. Which i'm going to watch after cleaning up my room, and blogging =] Then she went homeee.

So yeah awesome weekend againn, and next weekend is Country Fair wooo.
GOtta save up mannn !
TTYL

- J.

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title: what retards
date: Friday, August 21, 2009
time:5:34 PM

him trying to do shifty face lmao

no comment tori LMAO

well today was quite fun, After school me chickie and shaelin went to cabraa to get Happy Cup. Our train came and we ran to catch it. WEll chickie ran.. me and shae were thinking 'oh we can walk, she'll hold the doors open for us'. THen we got to the train doors and we looked left then looked right. Where was chickie ? She was nowehre to be seen so we assumed she got on the train. So we stepped on and looked left and right but she wasn't there. That was when the train doors closed and i pulled out my phone and called her.
J: WHERE ARE YOU?
C: i'm at cabra. jenny that train doesn't go to ingleburn
J: AARGH YOU SRS
C: yeah i went to ask the train guard.
J:OH CRAPIITY CRAP CRAP.
C:it's okay just get off at livo and the one five minutes after goes to ingleburn
J:okayy which carriage do i get on ?
C:the one i'm on
J: ..... err . which ones that?
C: the one which you see first when you get on the train. like the entrance bit to the platform
J: ohh we know what you're talking about., that's the one we got on.

*hangs up*

so yess in order to get on the same carriage me and shaelin got off and stayed in one . position. just standing there. so that when the next train got on we could get on where chickie was (: if you get what i mean...
There was a blue station bench right next to us, but no we refused to sit on it just so that we could get on where chickie was.
LOL WHAT RETARDS WE ARE.

then we got to ingleburn, bought subway cookies. mmmm.
when there was one left in the bag.
the wind came and blew it off the table
D:

Last night i went to the dentist. all the way in blacktown niggaaas.
Afterwrads we went to a korean restaurant.
FARR MAN KOREAN FOOD IS SO HOT AND SPICY.
i like died. by the time i went out i probably drank
two whole pots of tea,. TO MYSELF LOL.
I first tried kimchi and farrr it was so hot like 0_0
i'm so lucky i survived that whole meal.

Then on the way home my dad's bonnet started having steam coming out of it. So we pulled over to the side and like yeahh it was creeepy. Turns out the water tank thingy had run out of water. So we used like a bottle and puut our water in. Then we got to the petrol station just in time when it started steaming again. I thought it was gonna explode. But nahh, my dad just reopened the bonnet and water tank and we used the petrol station water to fill it up. Ended up getting home so much later thoughh.

Webcam ftw.

- J.

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title: there are no legible signs
date: Wednesday, August 19, 2009
time:5:34 PM

SHOULD BE DOING JAPANESE.
DUE TOMORROW.
HAVEN'T STARTED.
AND IT'S CURRENTLY 5.36

uh oh.

I never told you guys but i never ended up quitting piano.. cos by the time i told her, she had already put me through for the exams. so i just gotta finish this year. then sayonara pianooo !
So i recently changed my piano from friday to wednesday. Which means every day of the week i now have something on.

Sunday - church
Monday - volleyball training, dance
Tuesday - work
Wednesday - piano
Thursday - dance
Friday - youth group
Saturday - chinese school

farrrrrrrrr, it's so annoyinggg, i have no relax day D:

well today i found out that Lauren, from dancing does piano too. and she's after me (: so that was a nice little surprise.

annnd also i'm pretty sure Danica and I are performing for Country Fair. We're singing a couple of songs. SO COME AND SUPPORT NIGGAAAAS (L)
please ?
and any song suggestions ?

- J.

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title: BESTWEEKEND
date: Saturday, August 15, 2009
time:7:47 PM

OMG MAN , RICE WAS THE BEST LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELLOVED IT.
:D

carissa's over atm, but she's watching mychonny next to me.....
she shall help me blog about it (:
ima tell you about my whole day even if you don't want to read about it.
JUST COS

well, first carissa and i got on the train and went to lidcombe.
then we went to olympic park. walked around for a bit.
IT WAS SO SUNNY MAN GAHHH.

At first we were with Minto church, and we played human pacman , that was fun. at first the ghosts were tied together so it was three-legged but that was too slow. so we played again with just the linked arms. :D

then suddenly someone jumped onto me, i got so freaked out. then i realised it was danica h.
so yeaaah that's when we found the group - danica, genevieve, aldrich, thai, lawrence and kenny.
so we just sort of joined them the rest of the dayy.
walked around for a bit, kept wanting to go on the spinny gravity ride. okay it's been two days and i don't really remember what we did...

but yes, we walked around and everybody wanted to go eat, so we walked all the way to maccas, and on the way there ran through the fountain which was quite fun. then we ran through it again and tried taking a photo.. i would show you the photo but i don't know who took it / what device it's on. (hehehee device sounded funny). Afterwards we were all wet and our shirts were see-throughish :$:$ then we got to maccas, and i didn't wanna eat just incase i puked on the ride :$

so we ordered, and took photos, and ate, and took photos. and yes we went back and realised that RICEfever was pretty much nearly over. i was so shocked, didn't know we had left for that long.

LMAO AT ALDRICH

then the day ended and Lawrence left with his church. We started walking back to Olympic Park station but i was hungry so we went to Gloria Jeans. and silly me, Carissa gave me a card that had ten stamps so i could use it. but i went and bought a drink with money LOL.
Waiting for the drinks took forever thoughhh, i like fell asleep waiting. I got a regular Cocoa Loco. mmmmmm (L) with lots and lots of caramel sauce. yummmayy.
In the middle of GJ's Aldrich left, and five minutes after that Danica realised she had left all her stuff in his bag LOL. So about fifteen minutes later, when we finally got our drinks we caught the train back to Lidcombe. And Aldrich was there wtf LOL.

SO we went to sit down on a station seat, and Danica was sitting on top of the bench, and Thai said., oh that policeman's gonna get you danica. and we all looked up and there's this policeman staring at us. We were like err. err.. and Danica was going all read bahahhaha. Then we kept on looking from Danica to The Policeman and he smiled and said something... i forget what LOL. but he continued standing there looking over the bridge at us which was kind of freaky/

Finally the train came, so we got on and pretty much took luvohs all the way home. GOSH MAN, after two stops i had to pee. URGENTLY, so i held that in for so long bahahahaha.
nearly peed my pants bro.

Then we got home, and we put photos from Carissa's camera on my computer. And for the rest of the night we stayed on the computer watching MyChonny on youtube, and facebooking, and yess.

Went to bed at about midnight, and woke up the next morning full tired. It took us about an hour to get ready, then we went to Casey's house cos we were having some party sorta thing.. i don't even know what. And So Carissa had to tag along LOL. SO we ate brunch, then went and picked up Anna from her house, then we were off to Koshilas party.
WOOOO,

Zone 3 + Sizzlers man.

First game, was in teams, and I CAME SECOND. I KNOW RIGHT, SECOND LOL. actually, everyone was so shocked i came second and i was like " I'M INSULTED " . And at first nobody wanted to be in my team, but i showed them. hehe.

Second game was solo, and i did alright... eighth.

Then last game, was frenzy, and i came fourth woo. and in the middle, koshila and danielle got angry at me cos i kept on getting them so they started following me and just kept on shooting me, and waiting till i could shoot again, then shooting me. farrr LOL. and there was about five minutes when i was just hiding behind Gau, and everyone was trying to shoot me, but got him ,, but i could still shoot them LOL,. and i shot Gau a couple of times too for extra points. LMAO SORRRRY ahahahahahahhas.

So yes it was me, koshila, melanie, carissa, danica, george, michael, avi, danielle, anna, alex, veronica, jacqueline, bhavna, gau, luke, amy and holly.
i think that was it.. LOL.

then we finished and we went across the road to sizzlers. crossing the road took like half an hour man. cos it's full main road and so busy. I THOUGHT WE WERE GOING TO DIEEE. but i still took photos (: then we went insidee, and ordered. 16 kids salad bars please.
OMG LOL.

Eating was pretty fun. Their tiramisu is good. hehe.

And yeahh i cbb typing anymoree.
So ima go now.

and i didn't really do any work on the weekend. oops. but oh well cos it was one of the best weekends i've had in ages :D

- J.

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